it's already been three weeks since school started. hm, although i like the feeling of being in a familiar place seeing familiar people, i still miss the vibe i got on very very first day of school a year ago. going to school can never be boring though :) and damn i just missed class today because i over slept -_- ...
i miss summer, miss the food, miss the friends, miss my family, miss kowloon city, miss the food.... the food.. the food. AH!!! thinking about this, i only have three summers left... until i .. get a job (hopefully).
speaking of FOOD. I JUST HAD HOT POT LAST WEEK. WHEEEEEEEEE :)
current weather: sticky and humid. feeling: gross.
current inspirations:
I was on the plane for 16 hours for the pass day, from NY to Seoul, then Seoul to HK. What i realized, was, I can't really stand asians because they're hilarious to watch. There is no structure, and people are just selfish.
so today i went to work at 12:30 under great mercy of my super nice boss :) and i finally decided not to go back to hong kong for summer 09. i still cannot believe i made this decision. i've been rolling up on my bed for the pass 3, 4 days struggling to make a decision on whether or not to go back, to do this, to do that. to work, to see my family, to see keith, or just, my future. and tbh i just really want to see my dad, and friends. thats all. they are the only people i really need. but my future, work experience and the list goes on and on and piles up like my laundry basket. oh and that reminds me of doing laundry. gah bloody hell. i had an analogy about a piece molded mozzarella cheese left at the very right corner of a refrigerator last night but i totally lost the chain of thought because i'm a big fat idiot, and, it's been raining, and, it's been cold. yes like 18oC in FRIGGING JUNE. WHAT THE BLOODY HELL? well, that also gives me a chance to wear my favorite spring clothing aka wearing pants + a thin jacket :) my fav.
anyway, Burberry Prorsum resort 10, loving it. and that reminds me of money. we all need money along with family and friends :) why yes of course.
and this entry is non commentable because it's lame. yes, lame. me lame. love, j
ps. so as i was on the subway today, this weird asian woman, assuming she's in her mid 20s but still doesn't dress well kind of asian woman, sat next to me today. it was funny because i think she was reading some kind of japanese comic and anyway. she was some how distracted by her earphones and started sketching (okay this makes no sense whatsoever). okay, i'm going no where, i'm not gonna continue on with this story. FAILED.
SO. as i was traveling once again, to a sample sale, i witnessed the weirdest thing. or, normal in this case because i'm in new york and is filled with girls who are shopaholics (oh and i just watched that movie not long ago with my roommate) anyway, there was this girl whom i spotted when i got off the subway and took the staircase towards the road. she was tall, asian, with long black asian hair as usual. had her collar shirt tucked into her pants and wore a simple brown leather belt across her waist. she was on her lunch break, yerp, most likely. and as i witnessed her, she started running all of the sudden. i was thinking, okay it's mid day and it's humid as hell, why would you freaking run. and sudden the thought of shopping came into my head, i don't know why, but it was just like a mental connection between shopaholics. so obviously my guess was right. she was running to the same sample sale i was SLOWLY walking to. hai, i thought. what a silly move. every time i go to a sale and not get anything, i comfort myself with the thought of 'oh, i'm still young. i can always get something better when i earn my own money. it's not like the world will run out of clutches or blazers' but then the evil janice next to my right shoulder goes 'well well, you never know if you'll have another bloody chance of getting that VERY ONE AND DISCOUNTED DESIGNER SHIRT. gah you'll regrettttt' either way, janice janice, one day. one day you'll be earning your own monaaaaay, be rich, and yes, you'll be able to buy all those shoes you ever wanted, smile, and regret later.